Nicola Aneisha Saunders (NAS) World  - Where you will get to know the real me
 
 
"Poet of the Month for February"
 
You Will Never Love Me
A Poem by Areeba
 
 
Always knew it was coming,
Just didn't know it'd be so soon,
You're gone from my life, maybe forever,
Like the star have suddenly deserted the moon.
 
I think I read too many books,
Of charming princes and happy endings,
Should have thought to read the others too,
Of cruel betrayals and sullen pretendings.
 
It hurts inside but I can't imagine,
A life without your twinkling eyes,
It's hard to think you're gone for good,
Like you and I have severed ties.
 
You will never love me,
And I'll never get over this,
That you will never love me,
And it's you I'll forever miss.
 
 
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The Eternal Fool
 
To whom is thy hearts beauty given true, 
Whom`s beauty is greater than that of 
Any meandering streams deepest blue, 
Agleam with sunlight which is thy`s blue love, 
Release thy self from thine constant sorrow, 
Release Past unfit of such divinity, 
And when finished, my heart you may borrow, 
I only ask its held infinitely, 
With sorrow substituted by much joy, 
Only good comes from this mended future, 
And from this happiness, be born a boy, 
If none other, this I can assure, 
Suspended by strings of love a jewel, 
For the, I shall be an eternal fool.
 
 
 
 
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It's Hard to Say Goodbye
A Poem by Danielleღ
 
"Why don't you want to like anyone?" 

For such a simple question, 
There comes both an answer and a confession. 
My heart is guarded because it's felt pain, 
And causes bad memories to flood through my brain. 
Every word that should've been said, 
Every tear one caused me to shed, 
Every smile that made me melt, 
Every sense of love I ever felt, 
Every time I fell for the wrong one, 
Who didn't catch me and was done. 
It's just hard for me to let love in, 
Because it always comes with a spin. 
I know I should let it go and move on, 
Probably because the past is gone, 
But if I let my guard down again, 
How do I know I won't be left with a broken heart, paper, and pen? 
I'm sorry I can't give you a straight forward reply, 
So I'll just say, "it's hard for me to say goodbye".
 
 
 
 
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Tragic Love
A Poem by Paiger Mckenzie
 
She always looked down at him
As he tries to reach her
Following her where ever she goes
But he will never reach her
So far away
Never able to meet
Only able to admire
A tragic love
Of an ocean and his moon
 
 
 
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"Happy"
A Poem by Radacach 
 
As I lay in the puddle of tears on my bed
I feel so alive
My mask has been taken off
It's truly me
The words I speak are so me
Almost too me
There so unclean that they hurt my ears
 
When I wake up from my bed and head out to school
I turn around and grab that "happy" right off the shelf
Just hoping no one notices it's a mask
I look so calm
So collected
 
You could never tell that on the inside are scars so deep
So alive
That i relive them everyday
 
But when I get home I open up your stories and feel so alive
 
How can I ever share myself with anyone
When can I trust people to love me for my scars
For my scars make me
But at one point they broke me
 
So when I close your book
I take off that mask
Smash it to pieces
I tell myself tomorrow I will be myself
 
When I get up I make a new mask
A better one
One that can't be broken
One that can hide anything
 
Maybe one day together we can break it
But for now I'm fine with always being "happy"
 
 
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Life
A Poem by Elise Pehrson

 
When all loved was lost,
My heart still survived,
Through torn, broken secrets
And deep, threaded lies.
 
When hopes were all gone,
I somehow dreamt more;
No more horrible sobbing
Or hitting the floor.
 
When life seemed so dingy,
I’d look forward to sleep;
To dream of a life
I desired to keep.
 
Now my world is enhanced
And my dreams can’t compete;
How is it my soul
Can feel so complete?
 
Now my dreams seem to feel
Second-rate to my life
And I wake up, relieved,
Having fled from such strife.
 
The past broke me down,
Once a safe base was built,
To ensure that my strength
Could prevent any tilts.
 
And though I, at times,
Would fall and would fail,
I picked myself up,
In the end, to prevail.
 
And when I was ready,
Out of the blue,
God smiled, then lead me
Directly to you.
 
 
 
 
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The Stars Above
A Poem by Sarah Marie
 
 
Running with the wolves,
I’m losing my soul;
I left my land and found them
Even though I was told
They are dangerous things,
These beasts of the night
From their thick, red fur
And the mesmerizing light
In their brown, puppy eyes.
They stalk the forest
And hide behind oaks,
Not stopping to rest
Until the alpha says so;
The night grows still,
And the world is calm-
That is, at least until
The wolves begin to howl.
Their chant is like a melody,
In sync as all the woods
Cries the same melody.
They turn to the moon
In time to see her shine;
They sing to her
Underneath swaying pines
And howl their love,
Their praise as one-
They wait for her say
Then turn and run
To find her all she requests,
To find all she needs;
She is their Mother
Within the canopy
Of twinkling, howling stars
Which once were wolves
Who fell from her grace,
Fallen, dying wolves
Who returned to the moon.
She takes their souls
And keeps them close;
She prays while she holds
That they will never forget
Their bright, full Mother
Even when she is gone;
She prays not another
Will take her wolf
Sons and daughters,
Their spirits in the stars
Only to be reflected in the water
Of glistening, hidden streams.
When a wolf dies,
The pack howls their sadness,
And the moon Mother cries;
She takes from the earth
Those who have gone on
And shelters them
In her large, moonlit palm.
She offers the spirits to the sky
And makes the brightest stars;
Then all the wolves may know
Where their loved ones are-
Safe in the care
Of their embracing, moon Mother
As she kisses goodbye the pack’s
Family and friends and lovers.
I ran with the wolves
And feared what I had witnessed;
I saw the moonlight sweep down
And take one who would be missed.
The wolves howl their praise,
And they howl their sorrows;
They howl through the night
And well into morrow
To tell the moon
That she is loved
And say hello
To the stars above.
 
 
 
 
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No One Ever Tells You...
A Poem by Melbell19

 Just something I was thinking of...
No one ever said saying goodbye was easy.
In fact almost everyone knows it is the worst word to hear.
But no one tells you about the ripping, and burning feeling in your chest when you say it.
No one tells you about the lump that forms in your throat that causes you to choke out the word that will be sure to tear apart whom ever is unfortunate enough to hear it.
No one tells you about the regret you feel.
No one tells you that you will be wishing to take it back.
Take the hurt, the anger, the devastation back and pretend it never happened.
But no one tells you about the relief you feel.
Whether it is only moments or months after you’ve spoken that fateful word, you will feel weights lifted off your shoulders.
No one tells you about the turning of a page, the ending of a chapter in your life that seemed to only just begin.
No one tells you about how one word will make or break your life in a single heartbeat.
 
 
 
 
 
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The First Time
A Poem by Luke
 
 
Our bodies and minds combine
Intertwining and aligning
In perfect symmetry we move
Our spirits connecting as we rise above
Swimming into the depths of one another
Finally fulfilling our ravenous appetite for each other
Satisfying a hunger that's built up inside
Something that's been growing for quite some time
We've built up this moment in our minds
And as we stare deep into each other's eyes
There's no hint of disappointment as our bodies collide
No hint of tension, we entwine
and unwind
Ours hands move all over,
Exploring every inch of our new lover
Roaming
Moaning
Using our hands to see
And our eyes to feel
Your head starts to spin
My mind begins to reel
Together we climb, ascending
To the peak of pleasure
in a connection unending
To a moment of happiness beyond measure
And as we come back down to earth
We both know this is just the birth
Of something so beautiful
We don't have the power-nevermind the will
To ever leave each other's side
Forever with each other, our souls reside.
 
 
 
 
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Moving On
A Poem by Michelle
 
 
Every night and day,
You ask if i'm okay,
Do you really think I am?
After what you did.
I lost all my hope,
Of ever seeing you again,
Suddenly you return,
What were you thinking?
Now you want me back,
I'm lost in my own feelings,
You left me in the rain,
Don't you understand my pain?
I don't know,
What to do,
I am still,
In love with you.
Every time I pretend,
That i'm okay,
But that's not the way,
I feel.
I'm tired of pretending,
That nothing happened,
You lost my trust,
And I lost my hope,
So I decided,
I'm going on without you.
 
 
 
 
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I am proud of you all, GREAT POEMS!!!